Saturday, January 2, 2010

Reformatted

Discs and drives erased, like memories and histories past. It seemed like a fitting beginning to the decade, erasing the past to start fresh. This decade had been haunted by ghosts, as it was. Of course there were lessons to be learned. I've always loved the idea of a Phoenix that rises from the ashes. I feel like that has been my goal in the 00s. I lost my family structure and life as I knew it. I was forced to grow, to take on responsibilities before I felt ready; but who, if they are smart, ever really feels qualified for responsibility? Somehow it all worked out, I'm glad to say.
As it is, I returned my harddrive to its factory condition, tonight. Which means a lot of work, piecing my laptop back together: adding files, loading programs, updating this and that. But I hope that this bit of work and stress will pay off, with benefits outweighing the costs.

I'm uploading my iTunes library, right now. I've been feeling like some Bright Eyes all night.